Braindead

Slowly but surely everything is coming together, a quiet firm and steady voice scares little girls a lot more then yelling as it turns out, and also keeps my blood pressure low! I've been learning to walk the thin line between rage and pacifism. I do have a fear though, when I take off for California for four days, I'm afraid when I return all the hard work I've been doing to make things solid with the little lady will be undone, but I can only hope to return home to the same level that we've managed to come to so far. Well there's three hours of TV that my honey and I are very interested in watching so I'll be ending this now and moving along to getting ready to be a couch potato for the evening.

Bonne nuit mes assistances

Not to stay, but just a visit I'll be glad to be seeing my family again even if it really hasn't been very long and I can't wait to give my niece the biggest bear hug I can, since I've found a new appreciaton for well behaved teenagers. It's going to be rough though in other aspects, I'm going to be sleeping in my old bed and with out my baby I don't know if I'm going to be able to stand that anymore. On a great note though, this time I will be bringing my kitty home with me! I have a feeling he and the little lady are definitely not going to get along but there's always hope, just like hope the little lady will take the stick out of her rear and start being civil. I feel like I'm going to die of stress but I'm even more worried for my baby, I know the yelling and the arguing is worse on her then anyone else in the house. Enough rambling back to trying to figure out this business paperwork.